Inside · Out

A very happy birthday to slytherinsheirx May this year bring you happiness, success, love and joy!

*hugs tight*

Love
The Secret Siren

Greetings all. I tried to write a post about all the crap that is going on in my current place of residence, but I simply couldn't find the words. So I decided to make a list, and explain a little about each issue instead. It actually makes it sound much much worse this way, because then I can actually remember things. LOL

Well, without further adue...

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( The List of Suppression Sanctuary )

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Well, I've wracked my brains for more, but at the moment, I can't think of anything. There will most likely be a part II up before I leave, in which I'll either put in things I forgot or things that are new occurances. For now, thank you for taking the time out to read my incessant ranting.

Love,
The Secret Siren

*squeals and zooms around room at top speed* I AM NOW THE DEVIL'S BITCH!!!!

I wrote in my previous entry that I would bet my soul to the devil she didn't feel the same way. Well, I got an IM that simply said: "Then I guess you've lost your soul to the devil, little girl."

My life is now complete.

Wow. That was a really cliche line, but it's true! I haven't felt this buoyed up by life in ages and I'm loving it!!!!

*soft smiles* I'm loving her.

What happens when you stop seeing your best friend as your best friend and start noticing her as something more?

( I never meant to feel this way!< )

Anyone who said things always work out was a damn fucking liar. Things don't work out. They can pretend to; lulling you into a false sense of belonging and security, safe in the idea that you would be able to take care of yourself, and then BAM! Everything changes and you are stuck with a suppressor who is only interested in the check that comes each month.

( I fucking hate life... )

Poll #1165283 Account Deletion or Completion
Open to: All, results viewable to: All

Should I delete or complete this LJ account?

Heya everyone. I know I haven't posted in forever but I've been in the mix of some seriously annoying shit. After the whole ordeal with
slytherinsheirx
my landlady decided to move us AGAIN! Everyone else went to this house called Ridge, but I'm stuck in Mrs. McGregor's for about two weeks until they can find a place. Mrs. Dunn, my old landlady has a place, but I'm not so sure if my case worker Wendy's gonna go for that.

So all in all I've been very very upset, stressed and angry. Especially since I am currently sharing a room with a Fossil so old she makes Prehistoric seem like yesterday. And the snoring! Do you know I have not had a proper night's sleep for like a week? I am running on will alone and that is givin' way very, very quickly.

So anyway, I'll post soon if I'm up to it. And I know nobody bothered to comment on my breakup post and all I have to say about that is, please? Some support here? LOL

Love,
The Secret Siren

HAPPY 2008, EVERYBODY!!!!

So, how was my New Year you ask? Truthfully? It was... well... completely and utterly disappointing. My boyfriend didn't even kiss me. Call me a sappy traditional romantic if ya want, but the truth is I'm beginning my new year with nothing. No happiness, no hope and no sense of love.

But enough about me! We saw fireworks!

YHAY!!!! They were so perdy!

To
lilybaggins
I hope your new year is going swimmingly! And Frodo's too!

To
claudia603
I miss you and I hope your new year rocks!

To everybody else, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! I hope this one is filled with love, laughter, joy and all your heart's desires!

*blows kisses to all*

All my love,
The Secret Siren

Hello everybody. I know I haven't really posted much in the way of activities but we haven't really been doing all that much. We went to see The Golden Compass the day before yesterday and yesterday we went to Birdworld. The movie rocked and Bird World was really cool. Today we went down to Farnham and painted some ceramic bowls and mugs. Total mess and lots of fun.

Tomorrow we'll be going to Matt's Nana's house for New Years Dinner. (Well actually, that'll be later on today.) I'm not sure what we'll do until Friday when we'll be going down to London until Sunday, the day my heart breaks anew, for it is the day I will have to leave him.

I try not to think about it too much. I try and take his advice and enjoy the time we do have, but it doesn't stop the pain. I thought it would get easier, but it is only getting more difficult.

Well anyway, I'll write about that when it happens. I'll need you all during that time. The first few days after we're apart are awful for me. The one who never cries is in tears almost constantly so I'm gonna need my friends.

And if you wanna write me a happy little piece of fluff and smut, Lily or Claudia, I'm not complaining! LOL

*blows kisses*

Love ya all! I'll post again soon!

YAY! I finally got it all working! So here's the quiz I promised.

Heya all. I created a Christmas quiz on blogquiz.net but the site is being a bugger. So if you wanna take it, log onto

http://www.blogquiz.net

search for the user Luinil and then click on my name. You'll see the link that says

What Will Your LJ Friends Get You for Christmas?

You can also go to latest quizzes at the moment and it'll be right there in the beginning, but as tons of quizes are created every day, I wouldn't use that method all the time.

Love ya all!

Love,
The Secret Siren